Saturday 21 April 2012

Trying To Stay Positive

This past week has not been an easy one for me.  A is away and wanting to come home - I want him home but the reality is he is away and we have to deal with it until he gets home.  I reminded him that he has to vote next Saturday and if he isn't home by then his work can pay the fine that he will receive because he was supposed to be coming home on Monday !  I have had enough of this ......(reminder to self - alternative is unemployment ........) maybe I will just have to deal with him not being here !


Today was the first day since Tuesday I have managed to keep some food inside me - that was until I went out to a 50th birthday dinner ...................... at an Indian restaurant !!  The food was OK - definitely not worth waiting nearly two hours to get our main meals served (there were only 10 of us and the restuarant wasn't that busy).  Not sure if it was just the Indian food or the fact that I ate too quickly because I was hungry, but my stomach didn't feel all that flash by the time dessert was served (I didn't have any) but I have spent more time in the bathroom since I got home than I have in any other room !!!

I was feeling so much better today - I very nearly went for a run tonight - instead I went and bought a pair of boots and then bought a lovely winter jacket - got home and got ready to go out to dinner.  I am planning a run on Sunday but am bracing myself in case I am not able to.  I was OK with not exercising this week because I have not been well but I was so looking forward to a run on Sunday - now I just hope I can deal with not running if I am still feeling crook then.  On top of that, if I don't start getting better real soon - like by tomorrow - A is going to be nagging me to go to the dr but I have too much planned for tomorrow to worry about going to the doctor. 

This is not a pity post - it is just the way it is.  And I need to deal with it and move on.  To all those people who see me as inspirational (why I have absolutely no bloody idea), I am so sorry that I haven't been able to provide much in the way of inspiration lately - only one run this week and it was a cr*ppy one at that BUT I guess some weeks are just like that.  The trick for me is accepting that it is OK not to exercise when I am sick.

TFTD : Do not wait for extraordinary circumstances to do good, try to use ordinary situations - Jean Paul Richter

6 comments:

  1. Hope you get your run in and that tummy is feeling better :), Have a great weekend :)

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    1. Hi Jackie - thank you I managed to get my run in today and had a great run - was really happy given it was last MOnday that I last ran and that run was awful !!!

      Hope you have had a good weekend !
      Me

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  2. Hey we all have moments like this. Stop being hard on yourself. Let your body recover and rest.
    And hey sweetie, you are a bloody inspiration. I'd be lost without you.
    Have a great weekend and get better soon.
    xxx

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    1. Thanks Julie - you are an amazing women and one that I am so pleased I met - both online and in person !!!! Wish we didn't live so far away from each other - I would love to be able to catch up more often.

      Hope you had a good weekend - love, hugs and positive energy !
      Me

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  3. Oh sweetie, sometimes you have to let up on yourslef and just rest.. your body is telling you to stop for a few days!!!! Indian on a sick tummy is brave for a warrior, please be kind to yourself. Remember, no-one ever climbed Everest in one day, pace yourself, rest when you need to. xxxx

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    1. Hi Lisa - it has taken me a long time to finally get that I need rest as much as I need to exercise !!! Yes, the Indian on the tummy I had wasn't a good idea but how do you get out of 50th birthday dinner for a dear SIL ??? I thought I would just see how I went - I didn't do that good !!!! Thank goodness I am feeling better today - hope you have had a great weekend. Thanks for sharing your story of your egg donation - it really spoke to me !

      Have a great week - love, hugs and positive energy !
      Me

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