A & K are working and I had the whole day (well nearly the whole day to myself) and what did I do - sat at home crying - for no particular reason except I felt like that was all I could do. I felt the anxiety well up in me. I felt scared about going to the shops. I was having hot flushes. I felt cr*p.
I did all the washing. Changed the sheets, washed and hung them out to dry. I got dressed and I went to the shops because there were groceries that we needed.
I thought that I had this menopause thing sorted - clearly I was wrong. Today I am not doing well at all - the anxiety, the fear, the hot flushes, the tears - they are all part and parcel of going through menopause. Maybe I need to go back to the dr and have a look at changing the medication - or maybe it is just a one day glitch - will see how I feel tomorrow.
Why are there so many stupid people in shopping centres now ? Why do they walk along and then JUST.STOP ? And then turn around and give me a dirty look because I nearly ran into them ???? Move to the side if you want to stop and chat with your friend !!! Some of us know what we want and where we want to be - if you want to dawdle along, that is fine - but move to the side and don't take up the whole walking area.
Why do so many people let their children run around uncontrollably ? I understsand you think that your little darlings are just the best little kids you have ever encountered - but not everybody thinks the same as you.
My days of little children are over - I don't want to go out and be subjected to kids screaming their heads off while being ignored by their parents. They are your children - as much as you may want to disown them - you can't - deal with them.
Sorry there is no Thought for the Day today - I read a few and it just doesn't feel right to post any of them !!!
Have a great day !!
Oh L. I wish there was something i could say that would make it all better. I hope tomorrow is a better day, and if it's not, then I think it's a good idea to try the Dr again. I'm with you on the stopping in the middle of shopping centers, and when I do it I always apologize profusely because I hate when people do it to me!
ReplyDeleteI really hope it was just a bad day. We all have them. Just remember if its not make sure you go back to the doctor just to get checked. I am sending you the hugs and positive energy today xxx
ReplyDeleteWow that thinking sounds just like me when I have a bad day, I really have to hold back from yelling at strangers cause they are annoying me ( even though they are not really bing that bad, I just think they are). I stay home on days like that now :). Hope tomorrow is a better day for you :)
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better tomorrow. Hopefully today was just one of those days and things will imprve for you.
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better tomorrow. Hopefully today was just one of those days and things will imprve for you.
ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better tomorrow. Hopefully today was just one of those days and things will imprve for you.
ReplyDeleteI hope today is a better day for you xx
ReplyDeleteOh hun I am so sorry you are feeling like this. These kind of days just really suck and a good cry can do you the world of good. I agree with you on the slow people at shops, they do my head in and there are times I just want to reach out and slap them on the back of the head. Maybe I should, for you - just to cheer you up.
ReplyDeleteLots of love hun and I hope tomorrow is much brighter for you xx
Sorry for the late reply L.
ReplyDeleteI hope every day since has been an improvement xx
I am sorry you're feeling down and out Me. I just wish I wasn't struggling with menopause symptoms at 43. It seems so unfair! Big hug!
ReplyDeleteI hope things get better for you very soon:) Nothing worse than a sucky day
ReplyDeleteI hope you're feeling better now. Hormones are painful to deal with at any age, but menopause sounds particularly nasty.
ReplyDeleteI share your frustration at the inconsiderateness of some people at shopping centres - I'll add another pet hate of mine when people stand too close to you in queues at the registers - goodness, that gets me riled up!
Oh Linda, I know that things are better for you now, but hell what a shocker you had! Feel your pain. Much love. xx
ReplyDeleteCome on back Me!
ReplyDeleteMerry Christmas Linda. Have a wonderful day. xxx
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